RIPPERS WEEPERS!
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slurps.
iam;
CASS.
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LOVES;
candies
chocolates
huggs
being lovedhim
HATES;
liars
flirts
WISHLIST;
be a good girl ((:
good grades
bagshim
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lets see how fate goes. wait to see if it will bring us back to what we were like in the past. hmms. i wish to forget all the things that happened
time;3:44 AM
i should think from your point of view. maybe its really hurting and so. or offensive. hmms.
but i do hope you all can think from my point too. cause im hurt too
time;6:42 AM
i have no one now. i know it. so yea. just keep quiet. the lesser i talk. the lesser mistakes i make. i'll be less irritating then. i know you all dont need me now. once the use is over. its really over. maybe its really time to wake up. and to stop lying to myself.
im not happy. so why should i pretend that i am contented? hmms. or am i asking too much?
i really dont know now.
time;6:30 AM
why make promises only to have them broken? tell me.
time;6:52 PM
most ppl left at night. not much stayed over. for girls only me wei mich. guy theres sam sherwin nigel jim jarrel kaijie. hahas. the guys was wrestling in the room. and we actually sat down and watch. -.o funny though. later it was so sian that we decided to sleep. but jim nigel sherwin kaijie went night walk. hahas. so the rest just slept at one plus. guess all of us are light sleeper lor. a little movement on the bed will wake us all up lor. hahas. then sherwin they all came back from their walk ard three plus and slept too.
anw. the room is freezing cold lar. i couldnt sleep at all. shivering like dunno wat lor. so i just sat up on the bed and froze. ard three four o'clock at tt time. jim and sherwin still awake. hahas. they asked why i not sleeping. so i told them its freezing but they said its not. -.- i guess i looked so pale lar. sherwin pass his extra clothes to let me wear. but i didnt. i just used it to cover myself like blanklet. hahas. kinda stupid. the blanket they used had holes (meant to be). and the cold air just blow through these holes. =/ COLD. his BIG shirt really good lar. at least can cover up the holes. hahas. thks lots.
left the next morning. we had a hard time waking sam up lar. hahas. he just refuse to move. so they went down to wash up. leaving him alone. btw. all the guy didnt bring toothbrush lar. except sam. heard they brush with their fingers and the toothpaste in the toilet. hahas. funny.
ok. tts bout it. yea.
time;6:19 AM
okok. i seem so pissed. im not targeting this at any particular person or anything. but just happened to think about all the stuff that happened. i mean no one likes being backstabbed. but what actually do you know about the person you backstabbed? hais.
im gonna change not for anyone, only myself. gonna be neutral. not gonna let other people's mood affect me. i know what im doing now. im not gonna be stupid. its only making me tired and sad. i cant make everyone happy when i dont even feel happy myself. but i also dont wanna make ppl angry or sad because of me.
so i shall only appreciate the people who really cares bout me. (: you know who lar.
time;7:02 AM
p.s. xiaowei is one big pig. bully me lor. i want revenge!! lols. but kan zai ni pei wo de fen shang, i shall forget it. hahas. i will still 'love' you. :X
lastly.. thks fanny. thks ashnita. thks XIAOWEI!!!!
time;6:09 AM
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